Trying to find my Groove

E8CDCC3E-CF80-46FD-A752-97C8D78D21FE This resettlement period is taking longer than I had anticipated... I haven’t yet found my groove in any aspect of my life! I’ve been maintaining a decent work schedule (this is the easiest one to commit to... I mean, paying bills is a high priority for me 😊)... but cleaning the house, doing laundry, making time for old and new friends and family, taking my car in for an oil change (how did I put that many miles on it so fast?)... it’s all still by the seat of my pants...  And to be honest, it feels like I am actually just starting to process everything that has happened in my life over the last... 16 (?!) years? So my head and heart are having several “a-ha” moments a day, which is simply exhausting. It seems like I am spending a lot of time just being tired.

The biggest missing groove is still the creative one. I can’t put my finger on exactly why it’s so hard to sit and sketch. It feels like Whimsical Abrah is on vacation... maybe visiting a sweet cottage by the ocean somewhere. I hope she’s enjoying herself. I did move my art space into the living area of my apartment, instead of upstairs in what I thought would be a studio. I’ve been asked to work on some drawings for a blog header for a friend, and this is been my hardest challenge yet. My Self Confidence seems to have disappeared with Whimsy. I spent some time today working through a few sketches of the critters involved... just putting pencil to paper took several deep breathes. I’ll get in the groove again, I just need to take a little more time.